One more month

Today officially marks the last month of my polytechnic academic sem. I am certainly very happy that it is finally ending... 18 weeks of school and currently it's the 14th week. Have completed 15 ICAs- 13 projects and 2 individual tests; following it will be the 3 final papers and then I'm off for internship. 

I think I have learnt a lot and matured as well within these past weeks of school, at the start it was so so bad, crying almost every week due to the high levels of stress - juggling school and work was never easy especially when I have so much things to be completed; not having time to have proper lunch because usually we will be just rushing through our projects; lack of sleep definitely - sleeping for maximum 5 hours then I'll automatically wake up. Really glad that it is all ending, this is by far the worst semester ever but really glad to go through all these with nice classmates! 

I am a truly very antisocial and I tend to not make friends, but my classmates are just so nice and I'm really glad to have met them :-) 

Sigh, so 4 more weeks of bullshit to go through and I will be free for 4 days before all hell breaks loose again.

Can't wait for my graduation trip next year already!!!

19th Birthday

My 19th birthday passed by in a blink of an eye. 

When the clock struck 12, I shut my eyes tightly and wished for happiness, health, light and grades.
 I think as the years goes by, I stopped wishing for superficial things.
Afterwards, my phone vibrated and I received well wishes from friends that matters, and also from L.

Although I wished for happiness, I still felt sad within and I shut myself in the bathroom and had a good cry and had a really good sleep afterwards.

Had a lunch buffet with my relatives and then I went to find L and had a nice mini picnic at Botanic Gardens till the sun set and dusk fell. There were a few stars that decorated the night sky that night accompanied with our diy lamp - green tea and phone's torchlight.
Got a polariod camera from babe which I am really appreciative and grateful for although I told him not to get me anything.

Went shopping for dinner at Buona Vista since we were super late and I wanted to catch the last ray of sunlight to take nice Polariods and pictures with him for memories sake.

Had a simple celebration with him and my heart was so full with love that day. Thank you for everything, Linus. From planning my birthday, comforting me, giving me your shoulder of support, being totally cool with the change of plans, to letting me lie down on your lap to be comfortable. :-)


 It would have been perfect if my friends did wish me before the day ended.